In 6 days...

Nate will turn 1. I've got a lot going on in my head and heart and the best way to describe it is bittersweet. Bitter because my baby is growing way too fast and sweet cause my baby is happy and healthy and I couldn't ask for anything more. I find myself getting very sad, sad because he's so independant and doesn't want to cuddle with his mama anymore. He wants to be free to roam and already makes faces at his mama's kisses. We are very blessed to have three wonderful children. In my eyes, my kids are perfect, perfect in every way and made especially for us. Each part of my children is a reflection of us, Bubbs has his Dad's legs and his Mama's big bunny teeth (hehe), Audrey has her Daddy's toes and fingers and her Mama's hair, and Nate has his Dad's huge dimples and his Mama's brains (haha). Our babies are made up of little parts of each of us and because of that it makes me love them more. I don't know how I'm gonna handle the morning that I see him as a one year old.....gulp.