Tuesday, August 3, 2010

ONE YEAR!

Happy 1st Birthday Nathaniel. I love you with all of my heart and thank God everyday for blessing us with you. You're an amazing boy and we're so proud of you already. Thank you for being you. I love you baby. Love Mommy


Rewind to Dec. 5th, 2008..........I remember seeing that test and not believing it. I quickly ran to babycenter seeking answers to my nearly impossible to see positive pregnancy reading. As soon as I got on and posted.... Is it positive? I had 5 hits at midnight saying "Congrats" and "a line is a line, faded or not" I started crying and knew deep inside that it was positive but I was afraid to tell Naty.

I kept it a secret that whole weekend and that was so hard! Instead of telling him, "I think I'm pregnant" or "I think this test is positive" I decided to wait and head out to my doctor for a test. Forward to Monday, Dec 8th, 2008, I walk into the office with Audrey in tow and I whisper into the nurse's ear, "please don't mention the word baby or Congrats! this girl is smart! instead say negative or positive," she nodded and started the testing and before I could even start to get nervous she blurts out, "It's positive!" I was in shocked but elated at the same time. WOW! another baby.......
On the drive home I kept thinking of ways to tell Naty, can you believe that I even thought about keeping it a secret from him! LOL But as soon as he came home I told him that I had something for him and slipped him that little pink paper. He stood there just reading it and was like, huh? He thought I was kidding with him but I remember him smiling from ear to ear and it was a VERY happy day!
 

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