Still a Secret

We're still planning on telling everyone on Christmas Day. We're still not sure how but I know dh is doing it, NOT ME! We'll probably say a prayer and he'll throw it in there. Like, "thank you God for this wonderful meal and for wonderful family that we can share it with......and so on........and also, please bless the baby that is growing in Marlene's Tummy, AMEN" LOL I don't know, I'll tell dh and see what he says. I want to tell the kids before anyone else but dh doesn't think thats a good idea cause they're not good about keeping secrets, I'll be almost 8 weeks so I think its a good time. The first time I was almost 5 months when I told everyone, hahaha, my mom actually asked me and I started to cry and told her that I was (I was only 19 then). As for my pregnancy before Audrey I told everyone right away but lost that one at around 6 weeks, then got pregnant the next month with Audrey and told everyone right when I found out. So this time it's been fun being our little secret but because no one knows I think thats why I don't feel pregnant yet. But once the secret is out I'll be a little more happier.

With my first pregnancy I started showing at 20ish weeks and with my second I showed around 12 weeks well this time I have a feeling it will be around 10 weeks since I'm already busting out of my pants and am losing weight so I know its not just weight thats making me not fit in my jeans. So last night Naty took me to old navy and I found my exact size and they were on clearance for 4.99! what a bargain, lol. I love deals. I probably won't wear them till I'm 2.5 months (in 2 weeks), till then I'll keep squeezing on the jeans and most of my tops will still fit me till around 4 months then I'll have to upgrade the wardrobe. Anyway, Naty went out on a Jack in the Box run for me cause I've been sick and haven't ate since the morning so I wanted to go all out for dinner, hahahaha. I'm starving....gulp